W. H. Auden |
Second, I’m
flying back into Sydney on an orange dawn, back into what I think is normalcy,
Monday morning, unravelling myself from head-phone cords, breakfast tray
plastic, pillow, magazine paper litter stuffed into the seat pocket – and not
knowing that Ernie (my step-father) had died in hospital just hours before we were
due to land – probably at that time, I keep thinking, when cabin lights were
dimmest, crew having disappeared for the night; and I’m surprised to find ‘The Life of Pi’ a very satisfying
movie.
Suddenly,
my mind is clamouring for all the poetries of grief – the Psalms, oh if I could
remember the Psalms, ‘yeah though I walk
through the valley of death …..’;
Dylan Thomas, ‘do not go gentle
into that good night …….’. But for
rest and reflection in a fair dinkum, down to earth expression I had to turn to
Wystan Hugh Auden’s, ‘Funeral Blues’. This is one of my favourite poems. To me it speaks in a language of earthiness
and simplicity, not flowery prose that can sometimes come out contrived in celebrant
funeral homes.
You
will have to do your own research on who Auden was referring to when he wrote
this poem (written around 1936, 1938).
Auden was a great English poet who left
‘Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone’
(Funeral Blues)
(W. H. Auden, 1907 - 1973)
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
Death comes
upon everybody quickly – the dead, and those left to mourn. It’s times like these that you stand as a
writer, you can support as a writer, you try to express as a writer. Sure, you can’t create on cue a brilliant
poem like, ‘stop all the clocks’, but
you’re more capable to summarise memory and grief for yourself and others. My influence from poets like Auden
is in, ‘Eulogy to Ernie’.
2013. Sunday, 17th March, 2013; cramped and uncomfortable onVietnam
Airways. And while we’re being thrust
through the stratosphere by jet pod turbine blades, fuselage insert plastic
flexing, cabin quiet; while all the organisation and research of the world
keeps a plane in the air, Ernie is dying.
2013. Sunday, 17th March, 2013; cramped and uncomfortable on
Eulogy to Ernie
You
gave to me the better times,
When
the beach was wide,
When
the ocean blue horizon curved,
When
the soldier crabs massed,
And
drilled in their battalions,
When we
walked beyond the tide,
On that
hard packed washboard sand,
In
search of the soft-shelled yabby,
Together,
together, a pair,
To cast
the river running out, and
We
fished like mountain bears,
Until
the daylight fading dies,
And the
curlew’s mournful cry.
..... You
gave to me the better times.
J. O. White
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